Monday, August 05, 2013
It have been awhile since I written on my blog, a lot of up and down happened in my life. A lot of changes and unforgettable moment I have with Jen. I know it have been hard for her since the day she have been with me, the security thst I didn't provide her make her think more. Well when she don't throw her temper she can be the sweetest girl on earth but when she throw her temper it just make me lost my temper too. I don't like it whenever she compare herself with my exs, wat is there to compare? I love who u r and wat u can give, not changing urself to become others. Jen have been nice to me doing a lot of sweet thing to make me happy, give me surprise, make me special. I know I have not done anything for her and maybe nothing I can do will impress her. Her expection for everything is jus too high, nothing I candor will make her happy. I love her and I wan to do things for her, I dunno when I can really do something and she can be happy abt it. She bought me an early birthday present but I accidental damage it, I know if I don't tell her she will get piss off like mad so I decided to admit it. Although she doesn't look piss off or angry but I know deep inside her heart she wanna to kill me. Well it is my fault, is jus me that is careless. Jen u asked me why 1 day I can't behave and not pissing u off. I guess the day will come when u don't throw ur temper and lower ur expection.
Every thought so many thing happen but I still love u. I hope there will still room of Improvement as time goes by.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
2:33 AM
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