it is fast 1/2 yr have gone and there are so many things i have done and have not done.. looking back at my 2012 I ask myself is this what I want for 2012.. I think again and smile... ya maybe that is what I want and what I need. Sometime I think back, if she never left me what will my life be??? Will i ever learn how to be independent? WIll i appreciate what i am having right now?? I am glad that i have so many good friends around me, going through all those high and low with me.. when i am at my most down and helpless moment, they pick me up and walk with me.
I have been busy with work to fill myself so that it will be easier for me to move on further.. i have my riding fun, it become a passion to me. As for my shooting.. i always say and tell others i will try my best to capture the moment of life.. the life that i will to bring out from my camera.. that kind of life i will others to know. I am not the best.. but i am happy that whenever i posted the picture online there will be people liking the photos.
Sometime i think back i cant believe that we have broken up close to 2years.. it is really such a long time. Thinking back again.. This yr will be the will be the 4yrs since we knew each other.. and now we only met once a yr (if i am lucky) well my friend was telling me.. when will she be getting married?? will I be invited? lastly will i ever attend her wedding?
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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