Wednesday, January 11, 2012
This was taken in 1st day of 2012, i have a beautiful sunny sunday and i thank God for the amazing sunset he have given to me. I told myself this is gonna be a new start for me and everything gonna start new. I pray and ask for peace in the heart, pray to ask God that maybe me and her will talk again. I know i shouldnt look back anymore, i should let those things behind and move on. We met again in class.. i dunno how to behave when i met her but i am surprise my heart no longer pump for her. My heart become flat and i couldnt feel any beat, i wonder why? Have i gotten over her or have i just gotten used to this kind of feeling.. i ask myself again the same qus.. i did my heart check and i realise that i might begin to learn how to accept the fact. We become stranger, we hardly talk, we hardly have eye to eye contact, I saw the change in her outfit and looks, she becoming more mature, more womanly. I am really happy for her and just hope she is also happy with what she is doing now.
There are so many time that i wish to ask her out for a chat but i realise we can no longer be like last time again. Maybe the person we love the most no longer can be friends again. Because it is hard to accept the fact the either one have broken that precious heart. So many things wanna to ask and talk about it.. but does it matter to ask or to know about it. I guess i am just a random person in her list of friends, perhaps it is just a common name that she will remember only.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
2:21 AM
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