Saturday, December 31, 2011
2011 have come to the end. It was a messy year and i say that every year. I have never been so lost and down ever since 2001 and 2011 have make the history again. I really hope 2012 will be a better year. I really want to thank God for put great frens in my life.. without them i will not be able to complete my 2011 with a smile on my face. If i need to use 1 word to complete 2011 i will like to say Thank You. I been through the most lowest point in life and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I fall and no one pick me up.. i look again i realize is me who dont want to get up. Walking out from the comfort zone is not easy, eating the humble pie is tough. But when u see the harvest and the effort u put in that is something which is really belong to u only. Well i completed my 2011 with a ending of where 'we' 1st started, when i passed by that place it doesnt bring up much affection anymore.. memories still flash across my mind. I smile and say thank you silly pig. I have my best memories over there and those 'little secret' will always be kept within us only.
2012 will i be able to put her behind? well saying is easy but when doing is hard, sometime when i have my small talk there will still be her around. Mum and sisters will bring up her once awhile. Friends will still ask how is she doing, i will still see her in school. I will still thought about her and miss her too. Well i only can wish her best, hoping that she is always that bubbly girl that i know. Maintaining this kind of R/S that we are having now feel quite ok or maybe i am just used to it. I just hope that 2012 will be a better year for me and a wonderful year for her.
XoXo,
Sn0w_MaN
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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