Today I am so not myself.. Showing the quiet side of me to others is something that I usually don't do. I can't help but have to stop pretending that I am happy, I just can't smile or be bubbly. I am not really emo.. Jus tired.. Maybe from the trip. Looking back at my past I see And compare those happinss that my fren bought me right now. The things that I am going thru is something that she can't give me in the past. Am I happier right now.. Maybe I am.. But have I really let go? I also dunno maybe soon or maybe not. Recently was hook into some funny 'r/s' with someone, nothing bad but I am not active in it also. I am just afraid of commitment cause I tried before but still end up is just empty promise. Let God plan everything if it meant to br this way than it will be. Either way I am good. With or without it doesn't make a diff.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
7:59 PM