Walk past to our old office at raffles place, memories of friends and her keep running thru my mind. I saw my past, I saw where I grow up at. I saw my happiness, my achievement where I started my life. I walk all the way to the office building and stare for awhile, closing my eyes and feel the belong. I remembered our 1st F1 race in office,1st Halloween party,our 1st lunching together, our afterwork dinner and nevertheless our Xmas. That 'evil' laughter keep ringing in my mind, she just feel so close to me. I set down and think abt it, asking myself what is the purpose of looking back. Does bring back to memories help to lighter ur misses for her. Does it help for me to pick up the courage to call her or even meeting her? Does it help to get her back or to start falling in love all over again? No!!! All these is just memories, it doesn't help to change anything. I broke down and cry, I cry so hard that I felt that I am the only person that left on the earth. Even though I cried but I wasn't unhappy abt it, in the fact I feel happy that I actually walk through this memory lane again. Given a choice I wish to walk down these memories with her.
I just want to say I miss u!!
Xoxo,
老雪人
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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