Tuesday, September 13, 2011
she have been always looking forward for a family trip together with her family member.. even it is just a short getaway or a wonderful long trip, as long as they are together she will be happy. She always put family at the 1st top place, this is why i always respect her, no matter what she will always say. No matter what happen your family member will always be the one for you at the end of the day. Sometime i might not agree with her cause she dont understand what i am going through, she is not going through those family issue that i am facing. So sometime i rather not to share with her cause end of the day is just adding my problem to hers.
Sometime i do miss staying over at her place, miss her mum cooking and chatting with her dad and bro. Now going over to her house have to pre inform her and also seeing her mum and dad i also dont know what to say. It is like part of your life have been change and I feel like i am like someone who is moving out of the house and going back home again. The home feeling is still there but.. there is always short of that something... that something which is missing.
After our last trip.. i feel that my feeling toward her is getting norm..I dont know is because i begin to let go or have i just get used of this feeling... Well being nice to her.. sometime can be mistook for behaving this way.. sometime wanna to show some concern as a friend or appreciate her by sending her sometime also cannot.
I really dont know when will things be ok... i think i have been asking this qus over and over again.. and yet both of us cannot answer..
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
11:42 PM
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