Monday, August 08, 2011
it have been a tough week for me.. exam is round the corner.. i have not done a single thing. I am so lost with every single thing. I am where to start and how to stop, i wish everything just stop. Leaving everything behind and live on a carefree life.. not gonna think and worry about tml. I seen to be like i can stand up on my feet, i feel like i keep falling.. i dont have the strength and courage to pick myself up. The feeling is worse than i have lost her.. it is like.. no one can help me.. maybe God can.. I really want to put down everything.. my bag is so heavy.. so heavy till i need to throw them aside.. i might seem to be happy but in actual fact.. deep inside i am not. I am not that sort will express myself out to anyone... maybe close frens will know what i am going through.. I know part of this could happen also have to blame me and the kind of attitude that i give. I no long have that sort of fighting spirit.. no longer have that kind of spark that i want to look forward to. It is like everything to me is not important, my attitude is that if it happen that let it happen lor.. I know this is of fxxk care attitude is bad.. but i really seem to be like i cant be bother to care about it.
Tell me what to do.. what is the best solution for me.. where can i find back myself again.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:20 AM
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