Tuesday, July 26, 2011
it is kind of quite without her around... even i know that at this moment i am no where near her.. but i still show care and concern toward her.. did i really fall for her? haha.. i think is a joke.. cause i know what kind of person she is and for sure her mind have already set for someone else. Well i am not the kind of person will show my feeling if i like someone.. cause i rather thing just go as per normal. I know my feeling toward this person will not be as strong as compare to DT.. and i know at this moment there is no way there is a replacement for DT.
people might just think that i am stubborn or stupid.. holding on to something that will never change.. something that will not give u any positive result. Well i dont ask for anything.. i dont even ask for a return r/s.. in the fact.. i dont know what i want.. maybe just be who i am. Maybe i just enjoy being her 'angel' or being there for her when she needed someone. I know i am the last person on earth she will look for when she needed someone.. but i always tell her.. as long as you need me.. i am always contactable.
Today.. bought my friend's dog out.. this dog was name teddy.. but due to my friend call her dad as daddy at home so she have to change teddy name. I thought she might change his name to ted or something.. but she change it to deedee.. i am like.. wtf.. why this name.. she didnt know about DT before name was change. So whenever she call deedee i will like.. what.. I cant help but also keep calling him deedee.. it just sound like i used to call her deedee. Soon we will be going for our so call final one and only trip.. i hope it gonna be good.. i just wan all of us to be happy.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
2:57 AM
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