Monday, June 20, 2011
For the past week i have been busy and uptight with my work, alot of things are out of hand. I realise that i am not a person who is well plan when it come to work. I feel that now my life is abit disorganize, i did alot of things 1/2 way here and there.. I just dont have the mood and heart to do things and just dont feel like completing it.
Time past really fast... it have been 1yr since she left me completely.. i cant remember how did i manage to pull through this 1yr. I keep asking myself.. what am i holding on.. why is still her.. why even when there is someone out there waiting for me but i still choose not to move on. Why am i still so nice to her.. why am i still concern and care about her? I dont know what is the reason behind for being nice to her.. but i know whenever i did something for her.. i will feel happy about it. It is nice to do something for someone that you love, you dont expect any return maybe just a smile on her face. I will give her my very best.. cause she deserve my very best.
Sometime i wonder.. will she still remember me if 1 day i am unable to be there for her anymore.. will she still remember those things that i have done for her. Will she remember those time when we were together.. those things that we have done before, those places that we have been together.
bb.. do u miss those time that we spent our very QT together.. having each other by our side and just talk anything and everything under the dark sky. Hug you around my arms and huggies monster you to sleep, you will hug that lovely snowflake to and never wan to let it go. Cover you with the warm blanket up high so that you will catch a cold, kiss your nose and head and say goodnight and i love you sillypig.
I know these are the past and she keep telling me to move on and stop living in the past. I wouldnt say that i still living in the past but being an emo kid.. i just like to bring back those memories and just smile sillyly over it.
sillypig.. if 1 day.. i really not around and cannot be there for u anymore.. pls dont forget me.. pls remember that i am that old snowman who is super naggy over u, super over concern about u. No matter what happen in future just promise me to be the happy sillypig that i always know.. that pig can laugh and smile for no reason.. that pig will do alot of silly thing.. that silly old pig who will know the secert of colorful.
Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?
Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it
So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don't forget, don't forget
We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were before
I won't forget, I won't forget about us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song you can't forget itl
And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget, please don't forget us
Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song but you won't sing along
You've forgotten about us
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:55 AM
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