Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Dear Eggcow,
It have been 3yrs since you last left us, the memories you left behind have not been forgotten. I still remember every single moment we have spend together. Time past so fast 3yrs, these 3yrs i have not really smile or be really happy since you left us. Whenever i am sad or trouble i will still run to you to complain.. huiting.. to be frank till now i still cant accept the fact you are not around anymore.. till now whenever i see your dad hand writing love notes for you i just feel the pain he is going through. Today when i visited you i just have this strong feeling that you are around, i went sun tanning today knowing that you are that sunshine that shining with me. I visited you with a nice niu niu tin so that u can put all ur niu niu inside.. today dee never come with me.. i also didnt wan to ask her along.. she is the only one that i shared so many things with.. when i am straggling in my life without u, she pick me up and add color in my life.
I have dinner with her today.. maybe is out of kindness than i get a chance to dine with her. I am glad she is with me today.. if not i think my emo level will be very high.. although we didnt talk much but we understand.. seeing her being so busy and so tired everyday it really make my heart ache.. i really wish to tell her, if u dont might hiring me i will work for u. To me i am so used to hotel industry and i have go through more shit then her so this nothing to me. But i know it will not happen so i also dont bother to ask her. Sometime i really dont know what to say.. but seeing her i feel that she really grew up.. no longer that little girl i know 2yrs ago. No matter what i just hope my dearest eggcow can look over that dee.. be her little angel and give her strength when she is weak, give her joy when she is sad, give her love when she feel insecure.
you are always in my heart, my dearest eggcow aka huiting.
Choo HuiTing Celin 03/10/1985 - 18/05/2011
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