Sunday, April 03, 2011
Today i went to haji lane for a walk / photo shooting, was passing by some places that i used to bring her over there. It is just like walking to some place where u used to hangout alot with her. I walk past that toy museum that i wanna to bring her go, past by that sleepy cafe where we used to hang around. She will start reading her book and i will just sit around with my coffee, we will just enjoy each other company even we dont talk. At that moment those feeling just came back to me, making wonder when will we be in good term again.
I was out clubbing last night, emotionally i randomly msg her. I expected what will the reply be but i dunno why the hell i will still msg her. After 2yrs of being in the drunk stated i was drunk last night. Not dead drunk but it is like totally not awake at all. She hate me to drink, especially in drunk stated. I promise her will not get drunk anot when i am with her. I kept that promise for 2yr, never get drunk after that 1 and only time i got drunk.
I saw her on thus, she look so tired in class. I cant help but to 'disturb her', see that sleepy face laying on the table it just make me wanna to to tell her off. I jus wanna to tell her go hm rest if she is tired but when i am back in class she left. So i msg her to tell her to rest early, i mean didnt expect a reply from her. It is hard for her to study and work together, plus now she is back in F&B industry it is very tiring for her.
If you ever read this blog just wanna to say i am still there for u as a friend, If you need anything just let me know. I am always there as long as i am still around.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
10:56 PM
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