Monday, April 04, 2011
I was putting some stuff back to my drawer and found that piece of watch she gave it to me when we 1st got together. To me watch is a very personal thing, i can wear 1 watch till the batt die and i will change it again and again till it is not working. My longest watch lasted me for 5yrs till my very last accident, it was a very meaningful watch. When i saw that watch she gave me i stare at it for awhile, i think back to those time on how i was cheated or pretend not knowing that she is getting a gift for me. I am so glad that she gotten that watch and seriously she didnt wanna to give me in the 1st place cause she claim that the present is not complete yet, i wonder why but i didnt ask further. Soon after i gotten the present and i realize nothing much have change, she ask me to be detail with it than i will find the different. It took me awhile to find and i found the answer, it engrave ' I love u' - SP. I thought for very long what is 'SP' than i realize it was that nick name that i given to her.
From than onward the watch was with me day and night, all kind of events. Everytime when i miss her i will look at the watch cause i know she is always there for me. Even after we broke up the watch never fail to be with me at all, i will wear it everywhere i go. Until that very day i found out she have given her heart to that someone that is when the time have stop. The batt have died and i took so long so decide whether to go replace it anot.. but i think abt it again.. cause there is no point to replace the batt, it will still be the same.
I was watchless for abt 3 months, i couldnt take it so i decide to buy a watch to replace hers. I cant remember when is the last time i bought a watch for myself, i guess got more then 8yrs cause as i say every watch i have always have meaning in it. I also gotten her that watch just wondering is she still wearing it.. Watch represent the time we spend together, although it is short but is meaningful. The time we have together are 'lock' inside the watch, everytime u look at them u will bring back some memories. She used to complain why the time past so slow.. i told her a silly joke, because u keep looking at them and they are shy so they move slowly. I wish i can say those cold joke to her again..
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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