Sunday, April 24, 2011
The feeling of going back to some place where u r have the best memories with ur love ones really make u sad... I am a person who easily get emo when something or some place just trigger me.. I was at sentosa last night, passing by her work place and heading over to siloso beach. We used to spent out happy moment at siloso beach. The 1st time i 'cheated' her to sentosa.. the sun tanning moment that we have at sentosa and those time we sneak into tourism sch, all these are well kept in my mind..
I was back at 1 of the beach bar last night where we used to hangout.. the moment just flash back in my mind.. i only can smile and walk through the crowd. As i was walking through the crowd someone pop up and say Hi.. i was abt shock when i see her.. and i am more shock when i saw the hand she is holding onto wasnt 'T' it was someone else.. omg.. wat happen to them.. 6yrs plus or 7yrs r/s just ended like this? I begin to realise 爱情是没有天长地久 no matter how long is the r/s if the heart change, every change.
Maybe my last r/s was the heart change problem... i guess it is not so much of her being who she wan to be but more on her heart have change. I am not longer her 老雪人 and she is no longer that sillypig that i know back in good old days. As i am still walking in the deja vu world i told myself there is no long lastly r/s, there will not be really an end point in life. There are always human error in life and some ppl just cant accept those human error.
As I was driving back home from sentosa i cried.. not knowing why i cried.. the song that played from the radio make me upset. Wanna to msg her so badly but.. my heart tell me say NO!!!! Dont bother abt her she is happy and she is doing well... maybe she have found her end point dun affect her new life. I park my car at the carpark sitting inside the car trying to cool myself down, telling myself it is just anotther night..
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:05 PM
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