Tuesday, March 15, 2011
met up with smartpig today, this is always ok as usual just that it is quieter than before. I forgot she got class today but anyway even if she dont have class today she also will not be free to meet. Smartpig miss that sillpig.. she feel sad when that sillypig dont even wan to reply her msg. Anyway i dont know what wrong with her, maybe she is really just busy. Today i wasnt in the mood to eat so didnt really take much food, i talk more than i eat :)
We walk the the singapore river just the 2 of us talking endlessly, talk my 'heart' out and crap alot of joke just like the good old days. To us we still living in the old office moment, still talking abt how we know each other, how was thing like before and now. At 1 moment as we walk together i realise i see sillypig in her, certain things smartpig do will remind me of her. Of cause she still on and off talk abt sillypig...
I am tired of being a nice snowman, i dont wish to be santa claus anymore.. always give and never receive. I am trying to learn to be selfish, learning the cant be bother skill. What is given i will take, what is provided i will learn to give back. Well still got abt 1month to go before my next holiday and 5months to go before the next piggy holiday (that if it is successful) whatever it is just let it be.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:08 AM
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