Friday, March 04, 2011
I feel that cold feeling coming back to me again... This feel is so cold that I can't feel my own heartbeat.. Even we are I'm the same lift that feel second I realize that we r jus like total stranger.. My heart used to react to u whenever I am near u but Now it seem to be like that cold feeling have freeze that heart.. It doesn't feel like pumping for u anymore. Have I done anything to u that make u want to avoid me again?? Did my usual self make u upset again?? Or have I being to over 'friendly' that u dunnno what to do??
I know I must learn to be independent and shld not bother u at all abt my personal life.. That y something I dont even wan to share cause I will think again.. Will u really care.. After leaving u I realize that actually I am not as independent as I thought. Maybe in the past I walk too fast.. My walk of life is on fast pace that u couldnt catch up with me.. Now I am so tired of running, I have slow down my pace and waitin for ur return..
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
2:45 AM
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