Monday, February 14, 2011
It is valentine day and this valentine day i will be spending it alone. Well suddenly i dont remember how i spend my last vday with her, i only remember how and what was happening on vday 2009. That was the 1st and sweetest vday that we spent together although the time we spent was short but i remembered every single moment. From the moment of me working till i pick her up for lunch with flowers till i give give her all her vday present till the night program and till the final moment i send her hm. I guess the honeymoon period is always sweet, i told her i dont wan to be special to u during honeymoon, vday or any other special occasion only. I wan you to feel happy and be special everyday because i love u more than anything. She is new in r/s and i know it is hard for her to go in line with me if i demand too much. I dont have anything to demand from her, i just hope that she will love me everyday just like how i love her.
I told her this: I will walk with you till the end. do not worry about what you dont know cause we will learn as we walk along. I promise i will be faithful to you and i will not break your heart. I will hold you tight and will never ever let it go, I will be tuck you to bed every night & kiss you goodnight. Give you my shoulder to cry one when you needed it, lend you my ears when you want talk your heart out. I wrap my arm around you and hold your hands tight when you feel insecure. Together in all I will walk with you hand in hand down your life forever.
When we were in love, we said those promises. Those promises that we will do for our love ones, those promises that we will try out very best to make it real. When love is over, those are invalid promises. when you look back you will just ask yourself once again have you actually fulfill those promises or you left it empty. The funny part is both of you used to think that you are the best couple in the world.
I was packing my absolut and found absolut britto, i still remembered i bought her this bottle because she say she love it. Even thought is abit ex but i know she love it so i bought it for her. I was abit crazy wanna her to sign on the bottle cause i told her is for her but still she never sign. This time i got her a special handmade present, i emailed her to let her know. I mean no special meaning to it, if i still do it with special meaning that she will really hate me. Well who say friend cant give vday present, I give it to her as a form of best friend. To the woman i love, I wish her happy valentine day.
P.S: 情人节就要来了剩自己一個, 其实爱对了人情人节每天都过
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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