Saturday, February 05, 2011
It is CNY again... this yr CNY i spend it alone. I was at her place eve of CNY.. the usual stuff she is doing with her family. Her mum ask me stay for dinner but of cause for not making her unhappy i will say NO. Well it is kind of 'jealous' to see them having it together cause to me i cant remember when is the last dinner with my family. Well that is not that point i guess, the point is this yr is unlike any other yr. She is not with me... telling myself that i gonna be all alone this CNY. Mum and cousin do ask where is she, my aunt even said where is ur gf ah.. but of cause i cant answer them... all i cant say is she is not free. Well I guess they knew that I am a gay or maybe bisexual but they feel that as long as I am happy can Liao. I dunno it have been so long yet it still bother me... sometime i ask myself even in the past i thought of spending my future with her but have she ever thought abt that. I guess she shld be still enjoying her new love now.. and she shld be thinking that he is her future... Personally i think that rulez are meant to be bend just that how you want accept it.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:00 AM
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