Time pass really fast the 9 days is over I am heading back hm. I still talk abt her day and night over at my trip. I guess my room mate have enough of all my complain and nagging. I really dunno wat I wan, I dunno how long this will take to recover. Maybe is Just me who love to be emo or afraid to be alone. I was checking my email last night I realize that I bought a pair air ticket for our trip before we broke up. This was suppose to be a surpise trip for her in dec. After we broke up i left it open, I haven't told her that the air ticket cannot change but I doubt she wan to go with me too. I dunno how's her life maybe really busy with work and sch. I pray for her and ask God to protect her and give her strength everyday. I wish to say I love u to her.. I know I cant. I just wan to say I miss her.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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