Thursday, December 02, 2010
I have been feeling really unwell... caught some flu bug and got fever today. I am so tired, fighting with my mind, body and soul to pull through this study and exam period. Seriously if you ask me do i really understand the whole damn thingy.. i really dont know. I guess i do but not so much.
Today since i woke up i have been thinking abt het, press her no a few time on the sms msg but still i del it. I dont have the courage to send her any msg. I dont know why this emo feeling will keep coming back on and off. I am so tiring of fighting with the emo feeling. Izzit true that once you accept sometime new than you can 'replace' the old one. She is replacement me with her current bf (self guessing) and for me i replace her with greenie. I guess maybe festive season is round the corner, usually by now we have plan for year end and next year. Now this year is different i have no plan cause she is spending her 1st xmas with her special someone. Yes my heart is sour over it but what can i do abt it, the result will be the same if there is only 1 person doing all the thing.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
11:28 PM
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