I am sad when i arrive i dun see her at the airport, the 1st promise that she told me before that she will pick me up but it never happened. I bought something for her but end of the day i realise it is not really for her but is for that him.. Yes i am jealous over it but what can i do abt it, for her i will do all out no matter what. I went over to her place for a moment, happy to see her although she is busy with her stuff. I tried to make some talk out of it but seem to be like a 1 way thingy again. Happen to come across that 1 of my fav shirt is at him place and i was quite upset abt it. well that was like 1 of my fav shirt why will it be at his place.. 1st thing that come on my mind is she stayed over.. my heart sink.. my mind is lost.. knowing that soon it will happened. I cant do anything abt it. Although i still have feeling for her but it will be a 1 way thingy.. so what i do so much for her she will not know abt it also.. Loving someone is really that hard..
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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