Thursday, November 18, 2010
Yesterday was a special day to me but sad to say i am alone without her. I dont even have the courage to msg or email her. I was thinking of still carry on with the surpise at her place and maybe send her some breakfast but.. think abt it if i surpise her i think i will make her more dislike me.
I miss those time that she made 'ai xin zhao chan' for me. Those time that when we got to work very early we will try to make the effort to have breakfast together. Well sometime we don't have a choice when the feeling is not there are due to some reason we cant be together then we will never be. I choose to love her but i also choose to agree to let her go. Because i want her to be happy, that why i dont want to get close to her. I know her eyes will just attract me toward her, i cant effort to have a chance to be close to her.
If i have a chance i wish to spend sometime talking to her again, hugging her and talk everything under the sun. Loving her is the best part of my life. NO REGRET!!
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
9:38 AM
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