Saturday, September 04, 2010
It is 5am on a saturday morning and i am still wide awake... my mind is blank or maybe full of her.. I saw her facebook update and it make me just realise 1 thing, she is very very happy without me around. Yup she move on fast and easy, sometime i wonder her so call so trying to get over it izzit true anot..
Everyday she is out with her frens till wee hours at night, i am nobody to her so i cant control what time she come home or qus where she go. Show care and concern to her was a totally wrong thing to do, because end of the day she dont appreciate on any single thing i do. I am lost, i dont know what to do. I know doing all these are so silly, nothing will turn back to the past, it will not change her mind.
Everyday i cry more than i smile, everyday i worry and think of her more than anything else. Everyday i am looking forward to see her or talk to her. Everyday i wish that i could have a 5min talk or just hearing her voice. Everyday is the same but it doesnt happen.
I am tired of trying, i am tired of being nice. My care and concern is not being appreciate by her, the more i care the more she dont care. Maybe like all my frens say, she will not appreciate you until she have fully lose you. I guess i really did too much already, too much till she feel sick of me.
Is there timeline for love? The closer we get together, the more uncertain our love seem. My heart say I love you. I try and treat you right, never break my promises. I'd give all i have for you but why does it still end this way? If i have another chance to fall in love i hope it will still be you.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
5:06 AM
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