Tuesday, September 21, 2010
I dont know what wrong with me today just have a very deep thought about her... she walk in and out of my mind so many time today. I just kind of miss her i dunno for wat reason.. maybe not that kind of love reason. I was packing up my absolut at home today, found an 'absolut piggy bank' this absolut piggy plan was part of my absolut sale and these $$$ was save up secretly without telling her. It was meant to be the absolut saving for our absolut cafe, well i know just by saving a few dollars a day and maybe every month is only a few hundreds when will be enough to start an absolut cafe. To me the aim is to save for it, when it is time to start there will be some way to start. I will still help her to save up part of it, in case in future she might need some. I know it is silly to think and act this way but still whos know maybe i will just take it as my absolut saving for my other absolut bottles. In case she read this, i am not here to tell you how much i have done for you. I just wanna to do something for myself and fufill a dream that we used to plan together. You know me and you should know me well enough by now what kind of person i am.
I am kind of falling sick.. really wish that she is here taking care of me.. feeding me medi, cover blanket for me. Well i know i am just day dreaming... at least dreaming will not be so painful... alright ate 2 pills and going to ZzzzZzz..
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
11:03 PM
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