Saturday, September 11, 2010
Finally get to the hospital, doctor say my ankle fracture!! I wish that she was there when i was there in the hospital. Got home alone, dont ask me how i manage to hop back home. 1st thing in the hosptial i msg her, i thought she will consider to come over to at least visit me. She didnt came and she hear home, yes she make a affort to show concern as a friend. I have no right to ask for more cause i am not really a fren to her.
I was looking through her photos..
I miss her alot..
I miss her smile and how she adores me..
I miss her hugs ..
I miss sleeping on her shoulders..
I miss waking up by her side
Yesterday night i was reading someone blog, blgger was 'sunshine'. I was attracted by the blogger name that why i went to read. I cant believe it that this girl is also going through the same thing as me and DT going through. She blog abt her r/s with her ex gf.. and as i read deeper i realise she is in DT's position and i am in that ex gf's position. At that point i realise that how DT is feeling.. I wish that i can give DT to read this blog, this blog is so real, sometime i wonder izzit her who blog abt it. So sad that i couldnt let her read this because there is no point reading to. After reading this blog i told myself i have come to a decision or maybe this decision should be done long ago. I saw her on msn and i msg her, tell her that i got something to tell her. I need sometime before i get the courage to tell her, maybe i dont even need those courage.
We quarrelled again yesterday, same issue over and over again. No point quarrelling cause it just make things worse. I am just that stubborn snowman who don admit that i have lost that game. I am in process of making decision and this decision will make everything better, bright and happier.
I want to eat this.. DT do u remember this...
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:33 PM
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