The feeling of fully getting out of her life is not easy, sometime u wish to be involve with something she and her family does. I miss those MJ session that we have, late night movie, supper, the dinner that her mum prepare, the Wii period and alot more. Now even a msg to ask her whether she is working or whether she is free she cant even reply. The barrier is still within us, we dont see eye to eye contact. We dont talk in class, we dont share the laughter. I got qus to ask her i also will think twice to ask anot.. cause we are not related. I dont even have the courage to tell her that i feel like meeting up with her or have dinner with her.
I wish that we can really talk again.. i dont know how will the feeling like the next time i step into her house again.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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