* sweet dreams * i am in d r e a m l a n d `

i wore my skating shoes... and skated alone...lost in dreams...

Monday, August 02, 2010

Good Morning Sunshine!!!!!

I was damn tired after a long weekend of outing with bikes frens (crazy ppls) and also some self chili out on sat night. Although i am down with luck in July gotten $400 summon (dont ask why), maybe because i got the face that is so call easy target thay why those ppl like to summon me. I have some self thought over the weekend and come to the final decision that i have to let it go. I have hang on for too long, both of us is tired. She is getting more and more piss off over me and the issue everyday. What is the point of making both party unhappy, must as well i make her happy and just let me be the unhappy one.

I make her angry last night, i can see how piss off is she. I shouldnt have push her to the edge, i should have just trust and listen to her. When it come to this kind of thing i am damn childish over it, after so long still have grow up from past expreience. I attempt to call her to talk to her but i know she will not pick up my call or reply my msg. I guess we really need some time out now, let her study in peace and talk after that. I dont want to dig my own graveyard deeper, i dont want us to turn out ugly.

I hope after theses few days alone i will be more sensable toward this issue, I really feel bad what i have told her. I hate messing up this thingy, everything can be so nice and prefect but stupidly i mess it. I hurt the girl which i love the most.

不要哭了吗, 该哭的人是我吧
你都坦白爱上了他, 我有什么办法
我也同意啦, 既然你提出想法
我们不要拖拖拉拉, 就从明天开始吧
那就这样吧, 再爱都曲终人散啦
那就分手吧, 再爱都无需挣扎
不要再问我, 怎舍得拱手让他
你走吧, 到了记得要给我通电话
那就这样吧, 再爱都要Sayonara
再给抱一下, 闻一闻你的长发
不要再哭啦, 快把眼泪擦一擦
这样吧, 再爱我有缘的话
不要哭了吗, 该哭的人是我吧
你都坦白爱上了他, 我有什么办法
我也同意啦, 既然你提出想法
我们不要拖拖拉拉, 就从明天开始吧
那就这样吧, 再爱都曲终人散啦
那就分手吧, 再爱都无需挣扎
不要再问我, 怎舍得拱手让他
你走吧, 到了记得要给我通电话
那就这样吧, 再爱都要Sayonara
再给抱一下, 闻一闻你的长发
不要再哭啦, 快把眼泪擦一擦
这样吧, 再爱我有缘的话
快去把东西收拾一下, 再耗下去都天亮啦
这里的钥匙你先留着吧, 怕你有东西
假如你有东西, 忘了拿
那就这样吧, 再爱都曲终人散啦
那就分手吧, 再爱都无需挣扎
不要再问我, 怎舍得拱手让他
你走吧, 到了记得要给我通电话
那就这样吧, 再爱都要Sayonara
再给抱一下, 闻一闻你的长发
不要再哭啦, 快把眼泪擦一擦
这样吧, 再爱我有缘的话

i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 10:19 AM