Sunday, June 06, 2010
Spending a day without her seem to be clueless, colorless and lost. Maybe used to those life that i have her too much. My daily life is full up with her smile, laughter, voice and face. Naturally today after my outing with some frens i head to her place instead of going home and realise that i am not staying over tonight. It is so hard for me to face the fact that things are changing or maybe i am just too stubborn to change. I choose ask her to give me a change to up live my promise than just live our own life. I know she want freedom, she want her own time. I will give her on whatever she want, i dont want her to stress over everything. I know she is trying so hard to stand firm, it is not easy for her too.
I am glad that she still there for me when i needed someone badly at least i know i am not alone. I know thi is not what she wanted for long term but i hope we can cherish what we have now. Why plan so far ahead now you dont even know what is gonna happen tomorrow.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
3:56 AM
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