I am very upset and disappointed over my sister, she can give up everything for the sake of love. I finally understand what is the meaning of love is blind, what is the meaning of when you have love you dont need to have bread. Facing such thing at home, i really pity my parents who put in so much effort and hope on her. Time after time i give her chances and hope, the more i try to believe in her the greater the disappointment. I feel that my life is in a messy stage now, everything is everywhere. I am trying so hard to find back those missing parts, some people say that i dont seem to be as happy as before. This is something that i cant answer myself, i feel that it might be really true that i am not as happy as before. Sometime in life we do make some wrong choice, this is still not the shittest things i ever get. I guess i need to sit down and think about it what is going wrong in my life, can someone tell me what to do so that i can be happier again.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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