Saturday, May 30, 2009
My last 5days in RCI, i dont know to feel happy or sad. Time really past very fast, 1/2 a yr is gone and my last moment at RCI is getting shorter and shorter each day. I do feel sad that i got to leave and i dont really have the excitment for my new job. Today is sat and to me i am so used to have sometime on my own or with DT and now i got to go back to my new office for meeting.
I am actually feeling abit lost now, i really dont know where to start or how to move on. I dont really want to mess up my life, i found the right track of life and now i am slowly losing my spark in it.
This week have been a busy week for DT but a slacking week for me, going off work on the dot and didnt bother much to do my best for my sale. No more nagging from my boss, no more coaching on my preformance, dont need to attend meeting. I feel abit neglected with this kind for action. DT have been really testing on my patient recently, i know is not DT fault to finish work late but i wish to know wat time does she finish. I dont want ot waste my time doing nothing as i have 1000 and 1 things to do as well, I put her in front of everything but yet i still get this kind of treatment. I am not blaming her for wasting my time but i did ask her how long she take or wat time she finish. If you make a promise / agree pls try to fufill it, i know in future i might ended like her since i am also going to event industry.
Well put all the unhappy issue behind and start everything new, i just wanna to complain nothing actually affect me or maybe i will try harder to me more understanding. Well i guess is a good month to end May and let welcome June, a brand new month and a brand new start. I am really parying hard everyday to be good and to be happy :)
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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