Wednesday, February 11, 2009
I have been really busy recently over school and work, now time are really bad and of cause my company is targetting on me. I havent been doing well for really really a very long time and my company already hint hint me to ask me pack bag already. I mean from the time that i am not ready to go till now i am actually quite prepare to go anytime. ET is back from dubai.... glad to see him after so long, he is a busy man didnt really catch up with him. It's also so call my fault as school timing, work, relationship and also i am sick added on to those excueses for not meeting him. ET if u r reading this wanna to apologize about those time that we never meet up, this july come back longer k and i promise i will sure go clubbing with you.
I am kind of stress up over my final paper which is econ, i already not very good at math then here come somthing more complex to kill more of my brain cells. I am trying my best to understand the concept hopefully by sunday morning everything go into my brain.
My DT also very busy with school recently, we quarrel alot of time over small matter. I did control my temper and understand what she want but sometime seem to be like the more you let her throw her temper the more she will take you for granted. I mean not that i cant take these shit but sometime we need some space to ourselves too. Perhaps she is still young and sometime due to stress she will throw her temper. I really hope that she will share those unhappy this with me instead of just blow off for no reason. I do try to talk to her, make her happy, console her and sometime her sometime to cool down. I mean sometime i do admit that certain things that i do really make her angry but sometime i know she just wanna to throw her temper at someone.
I am a patient person when i am in a relationship but sometime begin a nice person doesnt bring you anywhere good. People might just take you for granted, i am trying very hard not to lose my temper at DT but sometime she just wanna to push her luck. I already at my max already she still wanna to go further, of cause i will just brust out. I mean i wouldnt shout at her, the most ask her in a not nice way like what's your problem!!!!! No reply i will just walk off and let each other cool down for that moment. I mean after all i still love her alot alot, these are just part of life to add some spice and colors to it.
I dont blame her for not being understanding but just that someone not only you need attention your partner also need some of your attention. It's all about give and take, you cant only receive sometime you also have to give. I just hope that things like this wouldnt affect us in future, i mean if it does i hope we can think back on those happy moment so that we wouldnt be angry with each other anymore.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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