Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Dragging my feet back home yesterday, didn't really feel good cause a lot of things are running through my mind. My body is aching especially my neck this might be due to the accident, I just feel so sick now. I didn't actually wanna to attend classing yesterday as mel and wendy wasn't there, I thought of heading home. Think about I still haven’t done my project and also a long day at work wanna to head home so much. In the end I decided to go for class, for the sake of my exam and project. I thought my darling will accompany for class in the evening but she rejected me and of cause I don't think that I will go accompany her as I got 2002 things to complete by this week. I only can call her to talk to her but she also not very focus on me, I guess she must be tired that why our conversation was so cold. Finally school ended time to go home and the best thing to do after class is to call my darling, listening to that familiar voice I feel so warm and secure, knowing that no matter how tired I am I will still grin for her.
Spending alone on the train back home, looking forward for a warm shower plus a home-cook instant noodle since I didn't have my dinner. As I was about to reach my stop my phone rang, my darling called and ask me where I am. She wanna to meet me for awhile and pass me something, at 1st I wanna to reject her cause I am really tired but for the sake of love I agree to meet her. I was abit inpatient while waiting for her cause she still haven’t reach and I am very very tired, when she arrive she surpise me with dinner so I just assume is what her mum cook and she bought it over to me. I tell you I cant believe this, my darling actually cook for me to eat cause she never cook before and this is the 1st time she is cooking, I told her that I got craving for macaroni during those time when I was sick and just to make me happy she prepare and cook everything last night just for me. I was grinning from ear to ear when I saw this and that is the reason why she was so cold toward me during those times when I call her.
I just simply love her, she brightens up my night, although I was so tired after all she make an effort to make my day better. Something when we are in love every small little things that your partner done will make ur day better but don't do it as a 1 sided love. It take 2 hands to clap so when your partner put in effort, you also have to do something about it as well. Everyday when I wake up I will make a effort to make my darling day, I will tell her my secret and she know it by heart what secret I wanna to tell her. To see that smile on her face also bright up my day as well, I treasure her, love her and enjoy every of my single moment with her. She is that simple to be understand, it’s just her that why I fall in love with that her.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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