Friday, September 12, 2008
Today i feel abit lost in my life i actually woke up in the morning and i dont know what to do, i feel that i am hold back by something/someone. I feel that i have something that i havent do and i must do or someone that i wanna to meet but i dont get to meet. My job is giving me a major down turn and i am hold back by whether i should change my job. This have been leaving on my mind for quite something already, i mean i am happy with what i have at this moment but at some point we have to fright for what we have if we dont fright end of the day you are out of the game. Tomorrow is my exam seriously i havent study yet, kind of not in the mood to do anything. I feel that i am not young anymore i need to settle down alot of things in life, i can be stay on my childish carefree life throughout the next 20years.
I used to think that this is my carefree life i live for myself not for other, i dont need to change my social life to compromise my others. I feel that i am abit wrong if i dont change for others then others also wouldnt change for me as well. Something i am abit tired of living the same life doing the same things over and over again. The same answer and the same mistake that is alwayas repeat something i dont even know why, given a chance again where do you want to fast forward to or where do you want to rewind to. I am lost really lost of words and action, i really need to find the right person, right place and a right mind to pieces up everything. Not all things are given 2nd chance, dont take peoples and things for granted. Watch your limited and be understand, put yourself in the other person's shoes to understand better.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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