I have been clubbing over the past 2 weekend last weekend and yesterday night, we club till super early in the morning like 5-6am. I really damn long time never been so happening already and i realise that i cant take it any long, too old for these shit. Those friends of mine are really mad drinker and 1 after another really cant stop and prevent them for letting me drink. I enjoy those clubbing session as such that i can be a drunkard photographer and take all the funny photos when ppls are drunk. I feel that i gain alot of weight after drinking so much alcohol in 2 weeks, i feel that sometime when i taste water or some other soft drink it will remind me the after drink taste. I was feeling happy and sad yesterday, happy is because finally i got 80% of my vodka collection in 1 week, sad is because i suppose to meet up with that someone but last min some ppls just change of plan to zouk. I filled up myself with the disappointed heart heading to zouk and expect just another drinking session with a bunch of crazy monkey but soon i receive a phone call from that someone asking me whether am i on my way down as all of us are there. I repeat what that person say all of you are there and that incl you as well, the reply was ya what wrong quickly get your butt here at zouk. I am so gald to hear that lovely voice that bring laughter to the night, soon welcome drink for me was cosmo then follow up cowboy shooter and 24 shots of apple sours and soon i also dont know what else i have. I think it incl a few jugs of whiskey dry, vodka red bulls, some bottles of beers and etc....
Everyone there are all in the 1/2 drunk mind and start having there photos affairs, i really cant stand them being so bitchy and showing their true colors. Well that incl me as well having lotz of photos affairs with everyone and of cause never forget able that someone also. NEVER TELL A SECRET TO A MAN ever they can keep it better then woman, it's because when they are drunk they just simply let out the secret to the whole world. I really dont know what to say when that person know about some stupid secrets that i have i mean we are not together so that person also dont bother to as much about it as well. I dont see the point to defence for myself cause after all it's the fact and nothing to hide about it.
I guess i dont wish to hangover it for too long if end of the day it meant to come back to me it will come back to me, i am so tired of playing mind game and hate guessing on what is on your mind. I dont want to guess and guess and end of the day i lost the game to myself, anyway i already know the answer just that sometimes i choose to cheat myself over such thing. I can be sure that i that i can make you happy as even but i am sure that with me around you will smile more.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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