Tuesday, September 02, 2008
A friend of mine send me this, and i find it so meaningful. Well we exchange sms yesterday and the person have been showing symptoms the nothing have happen before. I expected a open relationship / fling between us already, haiz... once again i got the bull eye. Well i guess maybe i am not suitable for relationship must only stay in fling and trying get out of it. Well the person knew that i wasnt very happy about her meeting up with her ex well i got nothing on the ex just that why keep meeting up when end of the day things still remain the same. If you dont try to give up and move on you will never know what is new out there, i am not saying that i am the right person to be choosen but at least make urself clear. She guess i that i am upset over it and she make clear that after all it's just a friend bugt she just dont get what i am trying to say. Well as i expected no new after that, actually i am abit bother by it but at least i know that this is an open relationship so there is give and take. The rule of a fling is never cross over the line and ask about personal stuff like how's ur day ur A or what time you came home last night. Freedom is the keyword and keep your word by not asking too much and just pretend that nothing have happen and behave like normal.
I told candice about it and she told me if a person really ready to take up the relationship she will naturally open up to you, but if she is not no matter how much you do you will never enter in. Take it easy if you choose to stay then be patient, if you choose to leave then let go quick before you fall in too deep again. Well i think in the end i still dont really deserve someone to love maybe that is diva curse, all i can do is to sit here waiting patiently....
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
10:52 PM
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