It feel so good to talk to her again, pour out all my sorrow and problem to her. I told her everything from head to toes and seriously i havent have such a long talk with her. It's like i really cant live without her in my life, she is just someone who is wiser to guide me through. She understand totally what i need and of cause she do laugh at me telling me that i deserved this cause i do that to my past relationship as well. We bought up a few of our stupid past time and really kind of think back is quite stupid, haiz.... it is we who start out the relationship, it is us who end the relationship so dont blame on others if things doesnt go your way. I guess it's really time to move on, as what she say it's not worth hang over him since things is already end up like this. We know the answer jsut that we dont want to face it, what do you gain when you hangover it does it help to improve on anything. I guess end of the day you will know what you lost and what you gain so to prevent from further damage stop all. I guess i still got lotz of karma to pay off as what that diva have say plus curse on it since i did so many bad things to others. She say she is also paying off her karma but if this time still doesnt work out i told her to become a nun haha.. but the funny part is she suggested to spend the rest of her life with shannon..... hahaha.... really laugh my head off this.
Once was a time you and I
Made a promise till the day we die
I trusted each and every word
Never thinking that I'd get burned
Silly me I believed in your fairy tales
Boy I thought that I knew you so very well
But you walked on my pride all the tears that I cried
And it cuts like a knife
It's the last time you're ever gonna kiss these lips
Or ever will deceive these eyes
Believe me when I tell you this
Baby boy it's the last time
I'm ever gonna cry these tears
I'm never gonna hear your lies
So listen while I make it clear
In case you didn't hear
This time's the last time
There's no time
To give it one more try
There's only time to say goodbye
Fooled me once shame on you
Fooled me twice now this song is through
The things you said I can never forget
The things you did fill my heart with regret
But I'm still standing tall as I walk away
And you know that it's true when you hear me say
It's over, it's through,
Ain't a thing you can do boy,
Its' sad but it's true
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
5:50 PM