Monday, July 21, 2008
Haiz... today weather totally describe my feeling rain and stop the whole day, haiz.. boss is giving me pressure again i know i cant make it this month but got to do some show la. I am already in holiday mood liao my august list is quite fill up already, so many exciting things gonna happen cant wait till than. Kon is in big trouble now everyone is leaving and no one is working for them, ping ask me back to work full time and i am really glad to help out but not at this moment for full time. I might not be as happy as before but i am currently alright with my job so dont plan to change to go back to square again.
I miss doing and having alot of things in the past and alot of things in the past i really dont wish to give up, some entilement that i used to get in the past and i dont get it now. I received different treatment from the same kind of people that i met with last time, we might be close by outlook but inside the feeling is not there anymore. Good memories are meant to be kept and this is part of our daily life we have to accept it, it's just the matter of time. We have to learn to be flexible and adapt quickly into our new life, sometime staying at some place or being with someone for too long is not good. You dont know that the world is change, you will start ageing and lack back from your friends. When is time for you to realise it's too late cause the world is changing to fast and you cant crop with the change, you will begin to feel lonely and lost and you just wouldnt want to accept the change in you life.
Sometime we have to learn to grow up, take and let go things easily. We cant just because of those habit that we use to have make us stay put at our main ground. Like that we will never learn, we have to pick ourselves up and move on with our daily life. We have to see things in a different picture, different angle. Well You hold the future in your hands, you decide on what you what not others. You dont owe anyone any answer or explaintion but to your own. If you can decide on what you want so dont expect others to decide for you, think about it and be accountable to yourself.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
11:12 PM
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