* sweet dreams * i am in d r e a m l a n d `

i wore my skating shoes... and skated alone...lost in dreams...

Saturday, July 26, 2008

The Bottom Line
Focus on what you need to get done today and do it. Finish up any unfinished work.
In Detail
Your feelings are definitely important to get a handle on, but you can't spend all your time in introspection. Today, there are things you need to do, and you can't waste time figuring out what's in your heart right now. Whatever is in there isn't going anywhere, so don't worry -- when you have time to deal with it, it will be there waiting for you to deal with it. Focus on what you need to get done today and just do it. Finish up any unfinished work. People are waiting.

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I got called up for a mojor serious talk with my boss today, i guess think this time round i really got into deep trouble with my result at work. I really didnt perfrom well for the past 3months and i have been really late for work everyday, I really dont know why my attituide is like this toward my work i try to manage it but certain things just pull me down and make me dont feel like working so hard to it. Well no more chances will be given to me if this time round i still dont work it out, i guess i shouldnt waste anymore time thinking about my personal problem. Since i am on my own now i must learn to be independent about all these, i cant relie on ppls too much. I got no more time on all these and i really have to move on since the person is taking it so easily so why am i still taking it so hard. If you have a choice to choose will you choose to stay in a fling which you only can have the person by your side but the person heart is not with you and you are not really happy about it or will you choose to leave and let it go and find out own happiness.

I dont see future with someone when the person dont really wanna to do anything about life, about the relationship. The person always wanna to avoid the problem and pretend that nothing happen and end of the day it is back to square cause we have never improve it at all. Giving a chance again how would you want to rearrange your life, who do you want to put in as part of your life? Never commit too much when you are not ready i have really learn my lesson already the more you commit the more you cant let it go.

i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at 12:07 AM