Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Does everyone always live in delimma or izzit only me, the world keep on spinning non stop everything but yet i here i am still leaving in the past and choose not to move on. I know exectly what is happening, i know exectly how will be the ending like but i just simply choose to avoid it and pretend that nothing happened.
I always think trust is always an issue in my relationship but today i finally learn something new it's call commitment and trust have never exist at all. If trust is reliable then human love relationship will actually get more mutual instead of seeing so many breakup. In life we always say we trust this we trust that but if there are really trust then why do we have to sign agreement contact for business, why do we have to doubt on our partner, we pretend sometimes and sometimes we also have to do some white lie to them. It's all about how much you want to commit into the relationship, if we dont commit then there actually not form of trust or liability at all.
We can say so much we love our partner and so much we willing to do for them, but end of the day how many of us actually full commit into that relationship. I always have the small little prefect dream thinking that me and you will be the most happiest and prefect couple on earth. I guess this prefect dream will just stay on as dream it will never come true, well perhaps this is karma and now is my turn to bear with it. The time is up the final nail have hit on me this time to not to stay on anymore, how things gonna be like i really dont know. I dont wish to destroy the prefect picture of you in the heart but your action tell me that i should do it. You are the person i planning to commit for the lifetime but your heart no longer there, if they do they will actually come back to me long ago.
P.S: I know you are happy and i hope you are always happy. I am always here to share you diffcult time and i am always there for you.
From this day, I swear, my love will be good to you
Into your eyes, I vow, that I will take care of you
From now on, for life, I promise to see you through
Side by side, hand in hand, you know I am here for you
As I gaze upon my mind, thinkin' 'bout the times we had
When we were only just friends
Nothin' else has touched my life, the way your lovin' has
That's why I never have strayed from the thought
When I told you, I loved you
Those three words, would always be there from the start
And I promise, 'til the end of time
That all your love, forever will stay in my heart
You know I used to play around, never thought of settling down
But that was then, this is now
Baby now I realize, that love was always around
But I just couldn't see it somehow
When you told me, you loved me
I knew those words, were comin' straight from the heart
Now I promise, 'til the end of time
Nothin' in this world, willl ever keep us apart
Baby see, I'm in love with you
And the love in me's, got me wantin' you
Stay with me baby, all your life
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:29 AM
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