Friday, June 27, 2008
Can we start all over again? This phase sound so like me, it sound like i had just say it someone recently. I was shoot by this phase today and of cause it's not a shocking moment to me, i expect this phase from that person and i am prepare to answer it. I still stay firm and say no cause we no long have this thingy call love, no matter what you do nothing can mend back the broken heart that you once broke it. It take time to heal and also getting over such incident, well soon when the person drift away and you will longer find that person important to you.
I was abit affected by the incident since afternoon but i tell myself that i am done so much and walk so far, if i turn back again and walk the same road from the start then all my effort will gone to waste all these while. I hold tight on the rope and make sure i am on the right track and wouldnt fall back again. My work load is in the mess my boss seriously is SUPER UNHAPPY about me behaving like that. This month i am totally not on the right track for my job, i am there but my mind is somewhere out there like a wonder soul. I am lost i need help, i feel like call 'her' and talk to her but knowing that she had just found her colors i dont want to disturb her again.
Well i am so look forward to 1st july this special date will decide alot of things in my life, it will greatly affect my future and hopefully everything will go through smooth. I am on full pack that day, 730am having my cl2 bike exam (crossing my finger to pass), send my bike for inspection, visit huiting (didnt do that since she left us), medi follow up at CGH(cross my finger that doctor dont ask go for opreation), back home and bring shannon for a walk. So many happening things happen on that day and i am seriously praying that all my wish will just come true. I miss your belonging, miss those time when i needed help you are just 1 phone call away. I miss you simple msg that can bright up my day, i miss you sweet lovely voice that keep running thtough my mind . I just simply miss you.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
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