Sunday, May 18, 2008
When i 1st received the news from joanna i couldnt believe on what she told me, i thought she just want ot make a prank call on me. When she explain herself further on what happened than i realise how seriously it is, my mind was totally blank i dont know what to do or who to call next. I hung up with her and called james and whisk, both of that also dont know what happen to eggcow and no one can give me an answer on how does this incident happened.
Hui ting a.k.a eggcow got into a major accident on friday night, when i visited her on saturday i just couldnt believe it that the person that i always talk to is lying in ICU ward. Nobody know how does the accident happened, nobody know where she go after her cell group. James tried to called her before her accident but too bad fate dont bring them together, this doesnt stop the tragic from happening. When i see that eggcow lying on that bed fill up with lotz of tubes and bandage i feel a pinch of pain in my heart. She is lying there painfully but here i am cant help to do anything, i talk to her but she dont respone to me, i just cant stop crying when i see her.
Hui ting is a strong girl, she show lotz of improvement sign to us when we were all there, when her sister told me that she is still in critical condition i was so worried for her that i am afraid that i never make it on time to see her. I pray really hard to God that she cant just leave like this, she have lotz of things to do and alot of people she havent talk to her yet. She still stay on to be strong but i think in her might she dont want to make her parents and her family members worry about her. She make up her own decision without letting us know.
When i receive the msg at 8am from her sister i couldnt believe what she have just told me, i keep repeating the sms to myself and saying that this is not true. Hui ting left us at 2am on 05/18/08 and i believe she left in peace, i guess she know yesterday all of us was there for her and she also dont want to hold on to it any longer. I cant stop myself from crying since morning till now, especially when i look through the photos that we took at our 1st malacca trip, those funny smses that we exchange last time and of cause not forgetting that i am always your 24/7 delivery man. Everything that i think of just sounded like we have done all these only start of the week and i still owe you a coffee session. Remember on what you told me on friendster, we will meet up to sun tan soon k, and i am so looking forward to this meet up session. I miss those time when we head down to fisherman village and also those crappy moment at changi village to watch air plane.
I have lotz of lotz things that i havent do with you, you havent get your see joanna's little girl, you have get to see my new xiao bei. We havent arrange another clubbing session with james and the rest, we still havent gone for lotz of touring session. I miss you and i really miss you badly, i miss those green day moment that we have, i miss those time when we talk all day long outside your office. Tell me what i heard and see are unreal, tell me that when i wake up tomorrow morning everything still will remain the same. When something is gone then you being to cheish them is too late, time dont wait for people grab it fast and dont let go.
Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I can't believe the hopes
He's granted
Means a chapter of your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you goI
n the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
And with the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you live in
Is the strength that now you show
We'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
11:17 PM
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