Saturday, March 15, 2008
Sometimes you are as cold as an iceberg, sometimes you are as hot as the summer. I cant simply understand what you want, i am trying very hard to be patient but sometimes it just put me off. I cling on so tight that i cant hang it any longer, i try not to rush that but my mind just cant slow down. I try to believe that there is no future at all but still in the end it lead be back to illuision and keep on dreaming. Maybe is just me for not waking up from where it stop at but sometimes my mind will tell me to move on and forget about waiting.
I am tired of waiting and wondering, it have been long really way too long, How long? uncountable days, i have lost track of time...
Missing it so badly that sometimes make me cry, loving you so dearly that i wish to spend my every single day with you.
I dont know how long more to go, i dont know what is to do next. What make me keep move on is looking forward to the next meet up session if we have. I dont deny that sometimes i do find execues to meet up with you cause whenever i do that it actually mean that i miss you badly. I know you just simply hate meeting me and if you can prevent it you will sure do so, i guess in your mind you really hate to responding to my smses and emails .
How long more you want to hate me ? how long more you wish to avoid me ? How much more do you think you can take all these ? Will there be an answer to every thing that i ask? I really dont know.... When i am into something i am as subborn as anyone else i wouldnt give up so easily that apply in career, study and relationship. I need to sleep not feeling well recently, i am going for bike trip tomorrow hopefully it's not raining.. Love actually very simple it's how you handle it, it's human that make it complicated. When is mess dont blame love, you have to blame each other cause true love take both parties to understand and work it out.
The dumbest decision that
I made that I ain't proud of, a few hours that meant
Absolutely nothing cost me your love..
I gotta live with regret, deserve to get what you give,
Now you won't listen to nothing that I'm saying.
Rode passed your house for hours,
Just to feel close to you..no cards, no gifts, no flowers, could get me back with you
Your kiss, your touch, girl you know
I'm missing it
But you got my heart inside a prison, listen....
Girl you know that I love.
With her that was lust..
It shouldn't have happened
I know I messed up...
One phone call started this whole thing now...
Look at the damage..
That i have done
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:34 AM
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