Monday, March 17, 2008
Finally i make up my mind i decided not to go phuket bike week anymore, it was a terrible bike trip on sat and i swear that this will be my 1st and last trip with them. I dont wish to die at the age of 23 and unable to enjoy my life, i guess what whisk and james advise was right i was lucky enough that i havent confirm going.
This week i have been really good i only drink on wed and sunday cause wed was constance'bday + it was her last day with RCI also. Haiz... this girl finally decided to leave after so long and haha.. she decided to further her study so i am happy for her. Wed night was quite a nightmare for me i was at thumper with the constance group and haiz.. it was latin night that day and everyone was dancing salsa all the way. I really hate salsa cause i cant bloody dance at all, the funny thing is that i was near the dance floor talking to my friend then suddenly this old man suddenly came over and ask : Hi lady can i have a dance with you? I was like huh... erm... i dont know how to dance salsa. He reply to me: oh.. ok i also dont know how to dance. I was thinking Fuck la if you dont know how to dance than ask me to dance for what. I manage to get the rest to leave that latin place after all drink, drank, drunk session. My poor constance got drunk by waterfall and 6 shots but sorry girl i cant help you can is your bday!!!!
Zouk was nothing better as well the crowd is getting more and more each wed night... everyone is getting more and more retro... ever at 12-1am still got lotz of ppls out there on the dance floor and every single corner of the club. I cant really move around and i got bloody stuck somewhere out there haiz... but no much of a choice cause my friend just simply love there. I was doing my lending ears job recently, 1st is ed than follow by alica.... haiz... 2 emo person than + me 1 more no wonder so click to drink everyday and night.
Ed it's time to move on although i am not doing it to myself but no point holding on to her whren you know the answer long ago, love and treasure your current gf k.
Alica life is full of up and down forget about that ASS**** Mr black he is just a man who dont worth your tear, long ge will be a much better choice then him so stop wasting your tear and kill your brain cells by thinking when you want to get back anot.
I nothing much better everything things still remain the same, my mind is set on that 1 person but i dont see any future at all. Everyday of my life still move on but the happiness that i used to enjoy so much doesnt feel the same anymore. The most painful thing on earth is seeing the one that you love the most is loving someone else but not you. The most heartless thing your partner can do to you is to say I love you but they dont mean it by heart, if they do they wouldnt bear to break you heart.
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away;
find comfort in pain,All pleasure's the same:
it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say,
but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words:
it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
5:08 PM
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