Sunday, February 03, 2008
You must be thinking that i am crazy i woke up just to read her blog finally after so long everything is over. I dont know whether to be mean to feel happy or being pityful over her and feel sad and sorry. She left xueren for such a young girl and i think nothing cant beat xueren unless she like those childlish and young kido.... After i left her i always think that she finally found she really love alot and seriosly in my whole 10years friendship + relationship with her she have never defended me as much as how she defended karyn. I seriously not being myself whenever she is with karyn and i guess it's just the jealously feeling. I know she is feeling damn sad now guess that she seriously need a shoulder to cry on, she must be very tired from being in & out of relationship. I bet she did cry real hard that night when they broke up, the feeling is just like 3years ago what i did to her. Xueren if you are reading this you are not alone at all maybe i am not the suitable person for you to talk you but you still have cathy & gang. We are all here for you when you just need a pairs of ears to nag or a shoulder to cry on, we share joy & sadness together cause in life what we always say you will never walk alone. This song lyrics is for you something that i that i know that saying goodbye is not easy, dont ever start out again with her cause you say this before once the heart change it will never be the same.
Say Goodbye
Look we gotta talk
Dang I knowI know it's just
It's just...Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
How do you let it go?
When you,
You just don't know?
What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand'cause I know
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move'
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times
I Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know
How do you let it go?
When you,
You just don't know?
What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go onP
retending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Listen to your heartGirl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
11:27 AM
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