Saturday, February 16, 2008
I have remain low profile these few days, man of a few words i also dont know why maybe feeling stress at work and also lotz of target to meet. I have been doing some thinking as well thinking of what do i want in life, what i actually plan to achive for this year. I hate to think, i hate to choose but haiz.. after all i have to do it as well. I went for the 3rd interview on tue and it turn to be some job that i dont expect to be, i doubt i am taking up this offer cause serious the time that i spend is my office is faster than what i do over there.
Today since i wake up in the morning there is this song keen running in my head and it's just always that moment you cant remember what is the title of it. You just keen humping and singing like an idoit haha.. and of cause that also remind me of someone. There is always a certain time a certain things that you do will generally picture the person face in your mind. I realise that i still living in the delimma and not knowing what i want to do, the kind of feeling of how badly you miss a person is really bad and the worse thing is you cant get to see or talk to the person. The must idiot thing is email and sms also dont really reply, it's just simply i hate you and get out of my life that kind of thingy.
I am planning to ride up to phuket for phuket bike week in april after i recover dont ask me why i do such a silly and stupid thing. I guess it's just for the trail and fun of it and of cause alot friends telling me not to go cause it's very dangerous to do such things. I do take them seriously but i havent actually make up my mind yet as there is alot of things i need to sort it out before decided to go. I miss those time that she used to nag at me asking me not to ride and i also dont know why naturally i will listen to it. I am also cutting down on riding cause lotz of accident case keep happening and i seriously dont want to take such a big risk. I am cutting down doesnt mean that i quit riding haha... so ppls i will still ride and share my riding story with you all.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:36 AM
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