Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Have you have to choose between 2 things and you cant deicde on what you want cause both of them do have risk to take and are also good in some other ways. I am caught in between choose jobs, i got a new offer today and tomorrow i am going down for the 3rd interview. I also dont know why so many interviews but seriously i am not really so keen in this job not because i dont like what are they doing is just that the risk is much higher than my currently job. There are some mangement problem that why i left with no choice to look for other jobs, i am actually happy with what i am having just that i cant stay for long. I seriously hate to choose things i always ask ppls to make up my mind cause i cant choose between both. I am a greedy person i will rather have the best of both world or i have none, unless someone can tell me the best among the both than i will choose to take that. It's just like choosing between beer & wine, given a choice most of the time i will take beer cause it's easy to drink and after that you will feel refresh. Wine is more classic usually for older ppls, easy to get high, thick and smooth, main point it's non gases. I really dont know what to do so i ask lotz of ppls that i trust to get advice but somehow i have make my mine already.
I didnt slept well last night went to cath's place for dinner with the sisters & brothers gang, somehow feel like the gathering is more to each of our own instead of mixing around. I still got 2nd round went to my sister's fren place for majong + poker than reach home abt 2+ start sleeping only abt 3+. It's all because of some stupid ppl haiz... come back from HK liao rather waste 1 week of her time msging me rather than use 1 hour of her time to solve her bloodly problem. I seriously dont understand why there are such childish ppls, i am trying to slove the problem and knowing what is going on but that person choose to avoid me. The person always reply something which doesnt answer my qus, i am tired of fright with her if she is happy in the way she live than let her be. I guess i also know the reason why the person was so piss of over haiz... didnt expect she will msg me during cny eve and i was clever enough to show to the person she is refering to.
I also dont know why the fuck i will waste 3 hours frighting with her over smses and all we do is just keep repeating and repeating our story and nobody seem to understand each of our needs. Finally before asleep i ask her some qus that she took real long to answer me but the qus she ask was really hard to reply ever though i do gave her some answer. If someone ask you if you can turn back the hands of time will you hurt the person you love the most again? I anwer back by telling her that if i can do that i will choose to be honest with the person i love the most.
Few more days to V-day,i dont know how many thousand years didnt celebate it already but it doesnt actually matters to me cause if you really love your love ones everything is V-day to them. I just thought of a song which i like it alot, it's also cath & gracie fav... lyrics is meaningful i guess finding back into love is not a easy task, patient is all you need.
Way Back into Love
I’ve been living with a shadow, over head
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make through without a way back into love
Oh-oh
I’ve been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching
but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
there’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
and I’m open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping that you’ll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
and if you’ll help me to start again
you know that I’ll be there for you in the end
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:29 AM
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