Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Dilemma :
A situation that requires a choice between options that are or seem equally unfavorable or mutually exclusive.
Usage Problem A problem that seems to defy a satisfactory solution.
Logic An argument that presents two alternatives, each of which has the same consequence
Caught in a dilemma have to choose something that i might be interested in but dont beneifit me or still stick to the samething but remain stressful and not really happy with it. When given a chance to let go something but there will always be a restricted to it which keep giving me problem and i really damn hate this kind of feeling, feeling so helpless.
I cant frocus of my work today, my heart my mind is not with me. I look just like a zombie who is lack of sleep and walking around in my office, I just be in office for the sake of being in the office. I am not in the mood of doing anything feeling really stress recently and really dont feel like working at this moment. I have interview and interview and too much choice that i cant decide on what i want, i just hope that everything goes well and smoothly so that i dont need to think so much about so manything.
Few days ago just watch a short clip on youtube it's call 'The Letter' by Justin Kan the storyline is about this guy who is a gay and like 1 of his classmate and he end his life because of love. Well in singapore ppls at this moment still cant take gay into part of their like and most of the older gen ppls still have the old concept that they are not normal. I just hope that in near future to come ppls like them will be take into consideration of what is gay rights. It take about 10years for singapore GOV to open a IR and casino here will it take another 10years for them to realise what is gay rights.
This is the link from youtube, story is quite brief but a sad ending; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Du4JkpR6iNg
There is never too late to learn to mistake but it's the matter of time, since mistake is being down we cant turn back the time. There is not right or wrong in life, we are different in everyway we just learn as we move on. Some ppls just dun learn from lesson and mistake and end of the day they realise that they didnt learn anything at all. If you always stay in your own comfort zone you will never learn what others is learn.
There is this song keep repeating and repeating in my mind for the whole day just thinking that why sad song are much easier to remember then happy song.
后来我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远去消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人一旦错过就不再
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
2:40 PM
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