When wanna to let you go and give up everything you came back and give me hope, i try not to believe that your hope was there for truth but still believe and trust you. Things was doing well in the 1st place but as time past you slowly drift away from me again. Maybe my love for you wasnt strong enough or maybe you dont put much faith in me but whatever it's after all it's just an affiar. Loving you so deep does mean anything to you but sad thing is whenever i need you badly you couldnt be there for me. I might not tally my words with action but deep down inside i dont lie about my action, i am ready for you to ask anything if you doubt me so dont just keep everything to yourself. You are coming back in 2 weeks time and seriously i dont really think that we will make things better when you are here. Maybe my faith for you is no longer 100% after so many thing have happen but no matter what i do keep my promises for you. I respect your decision on what you are planning to do next and if this time things really happen promise me dont bring back with you again. I dont want you to be caught in between things again, i want you to be happy with your life max out and live it well. No matter who you love or no matter who are you going to spend the rest of your life with just be happy and live with no regret. I do have lotz of regret in life so that why i being to treasure ppls around me, i am sorry if i do throw temper at you sometime cause i mean you just cant guess what i want from you. In life we do fall sometime but learn from that mistake why did we fall and in future how can we prevent ourselves from falling.
Rain,falls continuously
Why,doesn't the flower bloom?
Despite my careful watering
you just say you won't love and don't love
watch and appreciate the sorrow alone
Love is left with only helplessness
I kept refusing to guess
White emptiness will always fill the gap
between the black keys of the piano
Missing a piece it can never be exciting
Say Goodbye
How can two hearts that rely on one another say goodbye
You know better than I do, yet you still want me to say it
Loving so deeply can make people crazily courageous
I betray myself to reach your expectations
Let it be the last indulgence I give you
Coldly, drearily, mildly I will no longer watch over you
As long as you can be
My heart has only one regret
Who can I still ask to
Before you close the door look back again for me
to see if our snippets are still there
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
10:48 PM