Tuesday, January 29, 2008
When letter was handed to me every weekly i dont seriously spend some time reading it cause i think that after all i will have guess what is written inside. I dont really put alot of effort in reading and understanding what is the true meaning of the letter till now then i realise. Every single letter was put in with smile and tears, every single word that is written down mean it right from the heart. We understand each other so natural we will get use to each other bad habit but something we just take each other for granted. The time we spend on other thing will be much more than spending quility time with each other, sometime we ever wait for your loves one to come home. When you come to exam period each of us drift apart, we begin to spend more time with your studies then me. When it's my true busy at work without fail i will always give you a call to check on how are you doing today but most of the time either you are asleep or in school. We hardly talk for a period of time ever thought we meet almost daily, letter from us begin to cut down and sometime i do find that i have a few letters from you which is unread yet. I was wondering after reading should i reply a letter to you ? If i dont izzit because i am lazy or i just simply got nothing to talk about. I still cant answer this qus to myself, maybe selfish bring me together and forgetting about the person who use to care and love me alot. I drift further apart and being to live in my world, my promises in the past had become a lie. I fail to do my part and i guess i really hurt you badly nothing to defence for myself cause it's a caught in action feeling. At that point of time nothing else can replace the i hate you feeling in your heart, you will never want to see or ever hear from me again. Can you imagine how pathetic can she be holding on to something that is not coming back and i guess that should be my heart. It's not easy to say goodbye i do have a hard time moving on trying to learn how to live alone. No more phone calls everyday, no more meet up session and of cause the nagging of your voice have disappeared from my ears. The peaceful moment that i have make me feel lonely and fearful, soon i realise i lost my pupose in life. If i have realise and understand how you feel in every single letter maybe today things would end like this perharp now we are sharing the same purpose in life.
The stranger sang a theme
From someone else’s dream
The leaves began to fall
And no one spoke at all
But I can’t seem to recall
When you came along
Ingenue
Ingenue I just don’t know what to do
The tree-lined avenue
Begins to fade from view
Drowning past regrets
In tea and cigarettes
But I can’t seem to forget
When you came along
Ingenue
Ingenue I just don’t know what to do
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:07 AM
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