Tuesday, January 29, 2008
SM: I'd pick her over any girl i'm with
SM: I say SB today
SB: I say SM today
SM: It seems like its been forever
SB: I wonder if SM still cares
SM: She look better than before
SB: I cant stop staring at her
SM: I asked her how things were going
SB: I asked about her new girlfriend
SB: She's probably really happy now
SB: She couldnt even look at me
SM: I told her i miss her
SB: She didnt mean it
SM: I meant it
SB: She doesnt mean it
SM: I love her
SB: She love her new girlfriend
SM: She held her hand for the last time
SB: She gave me a friendly hug
SM: Then I went home and cried
SB: Then I went home and cried
SM: I lost her
SB: I love her
I went for new job interview today i also dont know why what make me want to get new job but i am not really happy with my current one. I mean my bosses are nice but some management ppls really dont use brain to work they just work by ppls ask them to do it than do it, sometime i wonder do they know what are they doing anot. I spoke to xueren yesterday about what happen but as usual she wouldnt tell me much about it. I am quite a kpo person so of cause it's time to use my networking by asking around lor, i know she still love karyn and i think this time is hard for her to let go. I guess is the memories and the sweet talk that do the part, i mean we used to be like that also but that was the past. I guess if you really love somebody so much you wouldnt think of leaving that person, whatever you do never let go never forget, never lose the person you love because you might lose the best thing you ever had. I dont why sometime is just so hard for us to let go something, someone once say this to me 'If you cant get someone of your head, maybe they're supposed to be there'. It sound quite true to me cause i wanna to get the person out of my head but after so long it's still abit hard. Sometime you do forget cause some happy moment replace than but this doesnt last long after all you are still back to the start point.
All i need is just 1 more chance, 1 more kiss, 1 more night to show you what you mean to me. One chance to spend the day with you & to show you how was so alike. One kiss to prove more than just friend & one night to hold you tight. Life is full of secret and lie so when get screwed over dont act surprise. So tonight i sit and pick apart you picture and over analyze your words the truth is that i have never fallen so hard. I alwasys remembered that she is the girl who always smile even when her heart is broken and she is always the one who brighten up my day even she couldnt brighten her own.
Even though our time is through our love is faded... Is it still ok to say i love you. Is it ok of i were one who shead the tear. I want love and happiness too but when i'm not able to let go what is use to be. I know i shouldnt but i cant let go of you and me and how it use to be.
See the outline of the frames
Of where the pictures used to be
Closets full of clothes are empty
Now this mess belongs to me
Leaving me room for all the baggage
I've been keeping locked inside
I said I'd get over her, but I lied....
Yesterday, she walked out of my life
She said it was the best for both of us
The other day, I was doin' fine
But yesterday was the last day of my life
Every minute I'm alone
I watch the phone I can't believe
It's so pathetic how my imagination
Gets the best of me
Maybe I'll phone her up, won't act grown up
Then she'll hang up the line
Now I'll just have to get a life
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
10:12 PM
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